Friday, November 28, 2008

emmm...

betol2 sakit ati!!!!mmg tahap kritikal....xtaw r nak ckp cam ner..rase nak nangis je,tp mmg da nangis pom...huhh...jatuh cket maruah aku...tapi, salah kah kalau kite nangis?? x salah kan...huhh...tapi tu mmg da prinsip ak,ego cket..hehe...kalau nak nagis macm mane skali pom, kalau ad org please PAER, JANGAN NANGIS...huhu...koya tabah r tu...aku pon xtaw relevan ke tak sikap ak ney...nak cite kat org pom,xtaw nk oyak kt sape...masalah ney xder r bsr sgt tp kalau ak cite blh mengaibkan org...huhu...xpe la, aku simpan sorang2...ak x kisah menderita asal kan ak x sakit kan hati org yg aku sayang dan byk berjasa kt ak...emmm,ingat lagi, ira sokmo kata 'paer,hidup ini ibarat roda...kita xleh ego sangat...sometime kte yg kne p minta maaf...kalau ad yg terasa or menyakitkan ati,juz tell them...ego xkan membawa kite ke mane..." memang la betol apa yg ira cakap tp aku xleh ubah diri ak...emm,maybe sbb ak yg x cube tuk berubah...huhh...xtaw la aku...wahai NURFARAH WAHIDA BT ABD GHAFAR...bg ak, aku akn wat sesuatu yg ak rasakan perlu dn betol...
x kesah la org nk kata ape pom...huhu...da biase jd umpatan org...masa kat mrsm dulu pon,org selalu kata kat geng2 ak...biar la ktrg x buat ape pom...huhu...hidup...biasa la,x bes kalau xder masam manis nyer...tp buat mase skrg,ak akan usaha untuk pujuk hati aku supaya memaafkan 'beliau'...konon nye wat macam bese...huhh...very hard but i'll try...pray for me k!!!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

huhh...nothing to say today...
boring tahap giler ...emmm,tbe2 kalu ak ingat sal manusia tuyh,eiyyy....sakit nyer ati!!! wey, sedar r diri tu cket...kite idop ney x lama, jgn asyik nak susah kan idop org jer...kalau perangai cam setan x yah r nak mencapak kat dalam idop ak!!!huhh...ak ney baik sbnrnyew tp ble da knl org cam ney,huhh...sory 2 say...x kesah r muka ensem ker, cantik ker, lawo ker, macho ke bende nyew...sial jer!!! eiyy...... B.E.N.C.I....sumpah ak xkan cya lg....

Tuesday, November 18, 2008







MAYBE GOD WANT US TO MEET A FEW WRONG PEOPLE BEFORE MEETING THE RIGHT ONE, SO THAT WHEN WE FINALLY MEET THE RIGHT PERSON, WE WILL KNOW HOW TO BE GRATEFUL FOR THAT GIFT…

WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSED, ANOTHER DOOR OPENS…….BUT OFTEN AT TIMES WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DON’T SEE THE ONE WHICH HAS BEEN OPENED FOR US...

THE BEST KIND OF FRIEND IS THE ONE THAT YOU CAN SIT ON THE PORCH AND SWING WITH, NEVER SAY A WORD AND THEN WALK AWAY FEELING THAT IT WAS THE BEST CONVERSATION YOU’RE EVER HAD……

IT’S SURE THAT WE DON’T KNOW WHAT WE GOT UNTIL WE LOSE IT, BUT IT’S ALSO TRUE THAT WE DON’T KNOW WHAT WE’VE GOT UNTIL IT ARRIVES……

IT TAKES ONLY A MINUTE TO GET A CRASH ON SOMEONE, AN HOUR TO LIKE SOMEONE AND A DAY TO LOVE SOMEONE BUT IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO FORGET SOMEONE…….

GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY SEEM BRIGHT AND THE ONE THAT MAKES YOUR HEART SMILE…

THERE’RE MOMENTS IN LIFE WHEN YOU MISS SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU WANT TO PICK THEM FROM YOUR DREAMS AND HUG THEM FOR REAL…JUST BE WHAT YOU WANNA BE BECAUSE YOU HAVE ONLY ONE LIFE AND ONCE CHANCE TO DO ALL THE THINGS YOU WANNA DO…

HAPPINESS LIES FOR THOSE WHO CRY, THOSE WHO HURT, THOSE WHO SEARCH AND THOSE WHO HAVE TRIED FOR ONLY THEY CAN APPRECIATE THE IMPORTANCE OF PEOPLE WHO HAVE TOUCHED THEIR LIVES….

THE BRIGHTEST FUTURE WILL ALWAYS BE BASED ON A FORGOTTEN PAST FAILURES AND HEARTACHES….. WHEN YOU WERE BORN, YOU WERE CRYING AND EVERYONE AROUND YOU WAS SMILING…LIVE YOUR LIFE SO THAT WHEN YOU DIE, YOU’RE THE ONE WHO IS SMILINGAND EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS CRYING…….










Wednesday, November 12, 2008

my 22's....


22 DA MALATOP GULZZZ....
-pAeR-iLa-biHa-iRa-sHa'-nUsrAh-aLom-LinDa-MiMie-iKaH-sYaH-pAAh-iNa-4tin-gmaH-mEnY-mOk ajEy-dEnEy-nAemAh-nD-aDa-kAq-
we're friend 4ever n ever...i LoVe mY fRiends so much..our memory cannot be creat n always in my mind...huhu...walaupun kte pernah melalui zman sukar,or in my mtc 016...its called EMERGENCY(zaman darurat)...bt its da most precious time dat i ever had...x prnh lg dlm sej idop ak ad geng 22...ramai sgt,dat's why slalu je gaduh kan!!!tp bez gak!!nk wat gane,ade hok bengom,tolol,serius,bekem pom ad tapi yg baik ati cam aku ney mmg susah nk cari...hehe...kite slalu jer nk cri pasal...bnda kecik pom jadik beso..konon nyew da meced tp prngai cam budak2...time yg plg bes mase kte langgar pratrn maktab..hehe...time2 kte blh tgk r muke2 x puas ati sek2 biup ngm wrdn2 ksyngn kte tuyh...emmm,bez nyew...ble agak nyew bnda ney nk b'ulng lg???cn u answer 4 my qstn?? now, we are in diff world...we meet our new friends n maybe they're better den we've b4..we can have a new life wif new friends but for me, i still love my 22's...although now i'm also hve 'CHEEKY GIRL'...6 lovely buddies dat i really hepy wif them....
wat sO eVer....
tO all mY 22's,i've a poem for you...
it's cOme deep from my heart..
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me....

first day at home...

huh...really tired!!! sampai uma kul 6 lbh,den p smayang subuh...apalagi....bile da abeh kerja ngan Tuhan, aku ad satu lagi misi da lama t'gendala.... wawawa.... TIDOW!!! huh...now,i'm really in my own world....nobody at home!!!sedar2 da kul 1 lebey...tu pom nasib baik pak cik bilal yg azan kan zohor kuat2...baru aku sedar...syok abes!!!!ptg tu plak sambung lagi kerje yg plg ak suke tuyh...huhu...banyak tol income masuk bln ney,asyk bwat krja overtime jer....tibe2 waktu nk dkat maghrib tuyh teringat kat nana ngan epy yg stl kt uitm s.alam....aper ler nasib doram...entah makan ke tak ler....xper la nana ngn epy,jgn cdey2 sebab rindukn aku...aku ok jew...hehe...